Realization had hit me bad
I did not learn, and it is sad,
From my mistakes and experiences
It is distressing; I feel I’m hopeless
I did agree when once you told me
Just second best you would not be
Don’t hesitate even a bit
It seems I did none but forget
Although it was not the intention
I was a disappointment, no need to mention
I had been selfish that’s for sure
Somehow I think I had been cruel
My fear was no valid excuse
My insecurity, you must refuse
I tried to stop myself from falling
But now it’s pain that I am feeling
I did not want to take the risk
I do admit that’s what it is
A second chance I don’t deserve
You’re good for one who’s truly brave
I now accept my destiny
Where foolishness had led me
All I can do is think of you
Cherish the time spent with you
